i'm honestly really tired rn and just letting all my feelings out rn.read if you wanna or do as you want.



i'd say my day since yesterday has been nonstop work.
i spent afternoon and evening on coaching and got to working on my project and peractical files at night while listening to music.i had to go to school today so there wasn't a choice.

i woke up on 4 and a half hours of sleep to school. it seems only 6 other people came to class along with me.none of my friends were there and even 3 teachers were absent.the day felt like a waste and cause physics teacher was gonna take a test i ended up studying long while the other 6 talked and played in the 3 free substitutions.
i had brought the project file so i could submit and end this burden but that exact subject teacher decided to be absent,making it a problem for another day for me.

there was a huge traffic jam and the bus driver forgot i was present today and had'nt stopped the bus. due to this i had to wait another 20 mins bfore i could get down to my bus stop (the last student in the empty bus).
this happened in morning as well where the bus driver thought i won't be present and did'nt even stop for a sec.

honestly all this exhausted me quite a lot since i reached home at 3:45 pm and ended up getting ready for coaching at 4:10 immediately after finishing my food.could'nt even enjoy it and it was my fave (paneer).

ended up leaving early from coaching at 6 instead of 7 pm,and the moment i reach home dad asked me to go and get a puc for the bike.i had to leave immedeately cause dad's selling the bike tommorow and shops will soon close.
i coud'nt rest 5 mins bfore leaving again.
i decided to play a random music from my phone with earplugs.i never drove with em as i always tried to be safe but was too tired for either a helmet or anything else.it played starman by david bowie and the song endeed exactly when i reached the stop.i finally returned home now at 7 tired and finally touching bed after idk how many hours (16?or 18?)

i honestly felt really emotional driving as this was my first and only bike that i drove,and learnt to ride on it.i did'nt care if it was old or it had failures and problems in it.to me this was as dear as the ae86 is to takumi.

i decided to open up the hood and write all my feelings out.if u read this thanks man.

honestly one of the few joys i have in my daily life is meeting and chatting with you guys.you may or may not realize but you guys mean a lot to me.

so once again,

thanks

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also srry guys no anistands today i guess.i'll cover for it tmrw with 2 posts instead